Amazing Randomness

Hi, I'm David. I'm 21. Living in the SF Bay Area. Born and raised in San Diego. This is my collection of the many [random] amazing things that I find fascinating.

Overthinking.

I feel like my head is going to explode. I can’t make out what it is that I want most. I’m feeling so many emotions at once and it’s exhausting. I remember what once was, and I want to go back. I want to live in my favorite memory of us and never have to leave. As each day passes, I hope it gets easier but it only seems to get harder. Much harder. I try to find distractions to ease my mind, but I find myself overthinking about you each night as I try sleep. And still thinking about you before I open my eyes in the morning. When I was by your side I felt safest. I felt at home. I felt like we could take on the world and nothing could stop us. Now, I feel like a part of me is missing. An important part. The part that made me feel understood. And important. I want to know what’s going through your head. I want you to take away the pain. I want us to go back. What scares me is how I never knew I could feel this way about anyone. So scared by the thought of losing you. As we walk the middle line of two ends, I can’t hold my balance. I can’t make up my mind between sad or mad. Love or hate. It’s confusing. I’m lost. As I pass through each minute waiting to hear what you’re thinking, it feels like I fell into eternity. I just want to stop. To stop overthinking.

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